markjwilder | Nov. 5th, 2003

I'm tired, I was late, I absolutely HATE this project that the boss has me working on, I'm hungry but nothing sounds good, I haven't read a book in a month, I want attention and I'm not getting it, I suck with women and I can never tell what they think and I am always doing stupid shit and making an ass out of myself BUT I CAN'T CONTROL IT, I'm late paying my rent and it'll probably overdraw me anyway, I have a bunch of stuff I need to get out of my car, I need to get groceries, I haven't unpacked a THING at home, I have to do a shitload of laundry, I can't get progressive scan to work with my new dvd player and TV, I'm running out of brain meds but I don't want to make an appointment to see the doc to get more, I've got Butterfinger stuck in my teeth, my recruiter hasn't called me back about the position he was going to try to get me an interview for, the other job I sent my resume in for hasn't called, WAH WAH fucking-WAH.

Great, now I have to talk to a fucking customer.