Today

I feel better today, so yay for that. Therepy at 2pm, and the drug doctor sees me tomorrow morning at 10am. So yay for that, too.

What else would you like to talk about?

Therapy

Therapy was okay. As I am having a pretty good day, which would be made even better by receiving e-mail and text messages, it was fairly easy to talk. I feel like a detached third party when I go. Anyway, we talked about being negative and self-defeatist, and she gave me some things to try. I was bringing up the point that I'll never lose weight/get better with finances/get a girlfriend because, well, because it hasn't happened in the past. Past performance often does indicate future results. So she wnats me to try changing what I say to myself: Instead of "I can't change myself", I should say "I haven't been able to do it in the past, but change is possible". I can live with that, I believe it, and I'll try to do it more.

I don't know, though. I tend to be very logical in my problem solving, so it's hard to believe that talking to myself will have much of an effect. But I want it to work, and therefore I'm going to try to make it work. I've got to shitcan the pessimism.

To get started: I haven't been able to spell therapy correctly on the first try in the past, but it is possible to do so.

Shag Show

For shawnwrites and lisabethnyc, and in a way for all my friends.

I love Shag. He's an artist who paints funky scenes that are a warped 50's lounge style. I dig him very muchly.

Shag has a show called Our Deadly Affair at the Th'ink Tank Gallery in Denver between now and March 6th, 2003. I really must insist that you two go since you live there (for at least the next two weeks, in Lisa's case). Find Shag stuff and buy it for me, for I love Shag and Shag stuff. Do it for me? Please?